Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Pissed off by that someone

Seriously I need to rant!
Pissed off by someone.
Found out that this person can be so irritating at times.
Like u can call & ask her for lunch what.
Why have to ask me call when u know that I'm busy at the moment.
It's like "Ok, lunch time. U go call XXX now."
Just because she's a girl, so I call more "convenient"?
Furthermore, u called her before for lunch when I'm on my off days.
Then now u too shy to call?
Worse still, if u can call her to go for tea break when I"m around, then why can't you call her for lunch?
Seriously it doesn't make any sense.
It's like I'm being used & told to do things.
Please, feel appreciative towards your friends rather then used them or order them do things.
The point is that like I'm the one that approach & befriend her for lunch & now it seems that she became ur lunch/tea break buddy when u're alone.
What a desperado u're.
Total idiot.
Some more, stop your egotism & chauvinism.
This is super just turn-off.
There's a difference between confident & super-confident.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

It's a busy yet fruitful day.

MPL treatment at Jean Yip in the afternoon. Pampered myself by signing up another 10 sessions at $888 - good offer as claimed by the staff. However, I paid a sum of $300 for deposit & the remaining at the next visit. Hell yes, expensive & I'm not spending wisely according to my current financial status. Hais. Payment for course fees is also coming soon.. But I shall look forward on a bright side to getting my new job pay..

Catch-up session with my financial planner, Eric. Received much help & advice from him regarding will, insurance policy coverage, managing own's finances, various methods of investing $. I had a better understanding of all these issues and at the same time clarified my doubts. It's very important to have a good financial planner that can help plan your wealth and that you can trust. I used to think all these are just unnecessary but it has turned to be a need. I'm just glad. =)

Met up with mummy's sisters which are my ahyis. It's been a long time, 10years since we saw each other. Though I can recognise them but they can't really recognise me. We had dinner, chat about how I was doing.. It was really great to see them doing well.. Many things to say and tell but time is just short. Shall look forward to how it goes. =)

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

New blogskin + font

Just changed it. Loving it =)

Saturday, May 28, 2011

It's good news and worth to be happy about!

I'VE GOT A JOB! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

This blog post is actually one of the items in my to-do-list. Well, talking about exams, I've gone through 5 papers of 'challenge'. Gotten sick of memorising, practically dump the chunks of info onto the paper. But all have ended. Just hoping that HRM & Procurement can pass & the rest at least a B. Looking forward to getting the results, starting the new semester & of course my new job!

Property Executive at Marina Square Holdings. Similarly to the job I had at HDB. Pay is the same of previous job (darned, should have asked for more.) But I think it will be fair for the amount. First day of work will be 13 June. I'm back to contribute my part for the workforce after the long break. Hopefully this will be a good start after my job shift. Got to stay positive and cheerful. Accepting this job is quite sudden and fast. I'm really lucky to get this job out of 27 applicants & through 2 rounds of interviews. They offered me on the spot. All thanks to my classmate & further colleague who refer me for the job post. This partly increased my chance of getting the job. Hope everything goes smoothly. Gotta spend my 2 weeks of holiday & freedom to the max. =)

Monday, April 4, 2011

我觉得我很不孝,应该说是不孝女。因为为了一碗红豆冰跟我爸吵架。唉,事情是因为我没心去问他要不要吃而自己却和弟弟一人买一碗吃。结果他发现了很生气,骂我们为什么买给自己吃没有买给他吃,还说我们没有他的心。事实是我和弟弟以为爸爸他要去上班了,以经要出门了所以才打算没买给他的。就这样大闹起来,他喊一句,我喊一句, 说给对方的话也很不好听。唉,真不好受。我不喜欢这种感觉。为什么这一类的事往往总是发生在我家庭呢? 有些时候很想什么都不管。一个人好累...

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Serious Gastric & Stomach Gas

My favourite kind of weather today but I couldn't enjoy it much. Gastric and stomach gas acting up. It is the 2nd time I thought I almost die after the first incident last year. Awaken by a horrible nightmare, my heart beated faster and difficulty in breathing. Drank lots of water, frequent toilet visits, took medication and rest. Hopefully, this will never happen again.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Week 8 (14-20Feb)

I seriously need some discipline.
In dieting, exercising & studying.
I have to set a target/to do list.

Week 8 (14-20Feb)
1. Complete FEM103 TMA01 by Wed(16Feb) afternoon.
2. FEM107 Online Quiz (15-18Feb)
3. Go for a jog at least ONCE
4. Snack lesser - I'll try my best

Sunday, February 13, 2011

OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

09/02/2011

I was browsing through some Facebook photos & it makes me feel how fragile things can be.
An image shows a thousand words, the expressions inspire different thoughts.
This reflects my recent thoughts & views of getting attached, marriage life & family life.
Commitment, responsibilities, duties, mutual trust, loyalty, faithfulness, respect, love, sacrifices, forgiving, caring, sharing, selflessness, etc..
Takes a whole lot of effort to make it work, maintaining it.
When I was still a child, my barbie doll sets & stickers collection were my fascination, nothing else matters.
Then teenage years took over, I started thinking much about the things in life that I want.
I challenged against fate to get things my way.
Finally I turned 21 years of age, I realised it's not easy being adult.
But I remain persistent of 'fighting for our own future' attitude.
I always believe that everyone has a choice to do it or not to do it.
Over the past 10 years since my mum has passed on, my life has changed tremedously.
I promised myself that I will never want to go through the hard times once again & I'll never allow the bad things to ever happen.
Those feelings of betrayal, mistrust, being used, being let down, false hopes.
People fails you, hence never just rely on them.
I will fight for what I want by myself.
Is maintaining relationship with a person or family every difficult?
Seeing my close ones facing problems with their partner or their family members leaves me wondering.
Marriage life can be so fragile.
Why would you want extra-marital affair when you are married with a wife & kids?
Your wife will be devastated, hatred will arise instead of love.
Your kids will be the ones that suffer the most.
If you really love them, you won't make them suffer because of your stupid mistake & impulsive behaviour.
Did you ever thought or want your kids to lead a broken family life & set their fate for them?
That's their childhood you're ruining.
When they grow up, they will only have painfully memories.
There are so many consequences that are caused by you & yet the people around you have to experience all these pains.
Are all of these FAIR?

We are broken but but we can always decide to be whole.
Dear God, thank you for your love & strength.

Monday, February 7, 2011

KIDS!

这两只小瓜 enough to turn my day upside down.
I wonder where are they looking?
The camera is here..

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

11/1/11

On 11/1/11, I tendered my resignation letter.
One month notice.
Without prior planning or what's so ever.
Just plain quitting.
The urge that could no longer wait to embrace carefree & freedom.
I assume this will be best for both ends.

When you reach the ending, it means that a brand new beginning is coming.
Jiayou becca!
Keep fighting until something happens!

Monday, December 6, 2010

December 2010, Week 50

6th, Mon - Facial Appointment
8th, Wed - Meet up with Financial Planner
10th, Fri - Scrumptious Dinner with mugging pal
12th, Sun - JB trip with the Dearest 4Girls
16th ~19th, Thurs~Sun - BKK Trip

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Drama Catch-up

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
我的女友是九尾狐

King of Baker, Kim Tak Goo

Monday, November 29, 2010

It's Funtime!

END OF EXAM
START OF HOLIDAY

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

It's about change

Not an avid blogger, I logged in and found much changes in Blogger. Templates design, hecked. I went to clicked UPGRADE & my old blog skin changed (as what you see now). Everything is changing at every seconds of time & you never knows when it is and what's coming up. Just like the things in life.
Supposedly to work on Monday & Tuesday, I went to take MC for 2 days. Okay, it was an undisciplined and dishonesty act. Felt really bad but glad cos I don't have to work. But this is like deceiving myself right? In the end, still got to return to work when the day comes. Honestly, I don't really enjoy working. Whether it is my work that I don't like or it is having to work that I dislike, I haven't figure out that answer yet. It feels great to have a job, earning your own income but all of these does not come easy. Most of the time I wonder how others do it when I myself finds it tough. It is like losing that motivation & you try finding back but ended up losing it.
Over the 1 year since, life was difficult & I had almost given up all hopes. Almost near the end of 2010, I've accomplished nothing of significant. Is this not the way I wanted it?
I slowly comprehend that why we need God in our lives.