Monday, February 14, 2011

Week 8 (14-20Feb)

I seriously need some discipline.
In dieting, exercising & studying.
I have to set a target/to do list.

Week 8 (14-20Feb)
1. Complete FEM103 TMA01 by Wed(16Feb) afternoon.
2. FEM107 Online Quiz (15-18Feb)
3. Go for a jog at least ONCE
4. Snack lesser - I'll try my best

Sunday, February 13, 2011

OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

09/02/2011

I was browsing through some Facebook photos & it makes me feel how fragile things can be.
An image shows a thousand words, the expressions inspire different thoughts.
This reflects my recent thoughts & views of getting attached, marriage life & family life.
Commitment, responsibilities, duties, mutual trust, loyalty, faithfulness, respect, love, sacrifices, forgiving, caring, sharing, selflessness, etc..
Takes a whole lot of effort to make it work, maintaining it.
When I was still a child, my barbie doll sets & stickers collection were my fascination, nothing else matters.
Then teenage years took over, I started thinking much about the things in life that I want.
I challenged against fate to get things my way.
Finally I turned 21 years of age, I realised it's not easy being adult.
But I remain persistent of 'fighting for our own future' attitude.
I always believe that everyone has a choice to do it or not to do it.
Over the past 10 years since my mum has passed on, my life has changed tremedously.
I promised myself that I will never want to go through the hard times once again & I'll never allow the bad things to ever happen.
Those feelings of betrayal, mistrust, being used, being let down, false hopes.
People fails you, hence never just rely on them.
I will fight for what I want by myself.
Is maintaining relationship with a person or family every difficult?
Seeing my close ones facing problems with their partner or their family members leaves me wondering.
Marriage life can be so fragile.
Why would you want extra-marital affair when you are married with a wife & kids?
Your wife will be devastated, hatred will arise instead of love.
Your kids will be the ones that suffer the most.
If you really love them, you won't make them suffer because of your stupid mistake & impulsive behaviour.
Did you ever thought or want your kids to lead a broken family life & set their fate for them?
That's their childhood you're ruining.
When they grow up, they will only have painfully memories.
There are so many consequences that are caused by you & yet the people around you have to experience all these pains.
Are all of these FAIR?

We are broken but but we can always decide to be whole.
Dear God, thank you for your love & strength.

Monday, February 7, 2011

KIDS!

这两只小瓜 enough to turn my day upside down.
I wonder where are they looking?
The camera is here..