tech stuffs

I feel so blessed with HTC HD2, Nokia E71 & iPod Touch.

heart-felt msg

I've changed.

I may have done something that is so wrong that I didn't realised it.

I've committed sins.

I've let myself down, in fact everybody.

I failed to be what I am for.

I don't have any goals no aims in my life.

I lost track of myself.

I hate myself at times.

I feel sad and stupid for myself.

I've forsaken hope.

I'm tired.

I'm helpless and alone.

Why do tough roads never ends? I thought I can choose my own path. I'd choose the easy way out. Unless God has already planned the road for me. Why did I only come to an understanding now? But why do I have to go through all these? I have a lots of doubts and I really wish God you can tell me. I've tried and gave up. I don't want to think for the future cos I don't wish to see the pain and disappointment coming. God if you love me, love me forever. Because at least I know there's someone in the world that loves and cares for me even if the whole world doesn't.

Tuesday nights

Hours seems to pass like seconds during Tuesday nights. Multi-tasking around internet browsing, FB-ing, SMS, catching CSI on TV, fiddling with itunes.. I just wish I got more time, or maybe don't have to work too. Believe it a not, I actually asked my bro to help me get the dota game thumbdrive. Wanna give a shot to decide whether is it really my kind. By the way, it's real windy at my house right now. My bedroom door has slammed twice & scared us out of our wits twice. Luckily, my soul didn't leave me. Great night to sleep. ZZZzzzz.